Hold On

If i never get to say goodbye,
Know i loved you so.
The warmest rays of sunshine days.
To frigid hearts, so cold.
Sometimes hope is not enough,
To watch a flower grow.
I pray to God to end this pain,
Alas, it ever flows.
Like pouring rain
From thunderstorms,
The sweet glow of the moon.
Time is here, all is now,
Hush my baby, soon.
As Snowy days await the spring
Summer always goes.
Autumn leaves
Fall from the trees,
And scatter through my soul.
It’s Never good-bye,
Just so long,
So long, you’ll never know.
A longing that i long to leave.
Faith won’t let me go.

A Day’s Thoughts October ’10

imageSunshines through windows.
No, wait… sun shines through windows.
waiting for the sun to shine through to the window of my soul.
wait, no… waiting for the sun to shine through to the window of
my heart.
My Brain is Mush.
My throat is lumps.
I swallow.
My stomach is knots
My heart hurts.
My, My , My,
so sellfish, why?
Blue sky, silver dollars.
silver lining to storm clouds?
Not Blue skies.
More like grey. gray?
Gray is used in England,
They probably know best…
They invented the language, English that is.
And they have gray skies more
than we have grey skies.
still…sunshines through windows.
wait, sun shines through windows. -Bret

Fuck.
Life, Monotonous life.
Sometimes, Something, Somewhere happens.
You know it won’t last forever…
But still, you grasp on.
you still grasp on.
you can’t let go.
Let go.
It’s over.
Listen to your Mind.
When is your heart ever Right…?
You fight…you Lose.
you win.
The Balance must end Positively…
Physics agrees.
Fuck physics, Fuck Math, Fuck science.
What about Love?
-Bret

I stand under Golden leaved Trees.
They Hang on to shades of green.
Plum, crimson, orange-burnt.
They hang onto branches…
Fluttering, Floating, Falling.
Autumn smells.
Time tells all.
We all tell time.
Hurry up!
Slow Down.
Which is it.
exquisite nature
Blows warm Breezes
Through Blades of Grassy Hills.
Sun; spills Rays about Gently
They dance.
-Bret