I kiss,
Your gentle air.
The silence that shrouds
The evening.
I hold your wonder
Eyes closed.
Mind opened.
If you listen
You can hear forever.
All around.
We are hurtling
Towards our future
So fast…
Dizzying speed.
Hold on to me
As we just…
Miss each-other
To collide.

La Candela del Suenos el Fuego del sol

imageElla cual esta pegada a mi alma
La Luna de mi corazon
Abrazo de fuerza
Movemiento de la cinturas
Del cosmos
Me trae la verdad
Cuando clamo
Por la Amor
De la vida
Con el cancion
De tu cuerpo
Penetrando mis labios
Como las estrellas
Se besan el cielo


She is stuck to my soul
The moon of my heart
A forceful Embrace
Movement of the hips
Of the cosmos
She brings me truth
When i cry out
For love
Of life
With the song
Of your body
Penetrating my lips
Like(how) the stars
Kiss the sky.


A Day’s Thoughts October ’10

imageSunshines through windows.
No, wait… sun shines through windows.
waiting for the sun to shine through to the window of my soul.
wait, no… waiting for the sun to shine through to the window of
my heart.
My Brain is Mush.
My throat is lumps.
I swallow.
My stomach is knots
My heart hurts.
My, My , My,
so sellfish, why?
Blue sky, silver dollars.
silver lining to storm clouds?
Not Blue skies.
More like grey. gray?
Gray is used in England,
They probably know best…
They invented the language, English that is.
And they have gray skies more
than we have grey skies.
still…sunshines through windows.
wait, sun shines through windows. -Bret

Life, Monotonous life.
Sometimes, Something, Somewhere happens.
You know it won’t last forever…
But still, you grasp on.
you still grasp on.
you can’t let go.
Let go.
It’s over.
Listen to your Mind.
When is your heart ever Right…?
You fight…you Lose.
you win.
The Balance must end Positively…
Physics agrees.
Fuck physics, Fuck Math, Fuck science.
What about Love?

I stand under Golden leaved Trees.
They Hang on to shades of green.
Plum, crimson, orange-burnt.
They hang onto branches…
Fluttering, Floating, Falling.
Autumn smells.
Time tells all.
We all tell time.
Hurry up!
Slow Down.
Which is it.
exquisite nature
Blows warm Breezes
Through Blades of Grassy Hills.
Sun; spills Rays about Gently
They dance.

Sanjaya 7/12

imageI try and touch your whisper
escapes my grasp
I run to the place where we meet
to find myself alone in the sunshine
holding my heart in my teeth.
I eat memories’ nostalgia
like childhood windowpanes and thunderstorms.
I strive to the infinite dead end,
but choke on love.
Bloodied in battle I seek my spoils
who is the victor?

Anahata 12/10

imageDeep Conflicted Demons
cloudy Anahata
Drift up in whisps of smoke
I choke, I struggle, I fall.
I See all
I see nothing.
Hope I see
For you
For Me
Run, Rabbit Run.
sink Hole.
Titanic proportions
Elevated Thoughts
Grounding Realities.
Unspeakable truths
Uttering lies.
Scared to live
AFraid to Die
Ready to Go home.

pt II

Where is home?
I see A place
where time and space
are interlaced.
Universes interwoven
Holograph Rainbow explosions
Movement stops
Vibration feels.
Somewhere over karmic wheels.
Tones of love
exist in light
An exit from this earthly plight
why do we fight, why do we steal
observing life like Movie reels
our sole purpose to pay the bills
our souls purpose is wanting still…
Waiting, wading
Seas of love…
Over, under, up above
Down below, No direction
The Sol purpose.
an intersection…
Enlighten us.
By ‎ברוך יהושוע‎

Just B

Just ב

Call Out


I cry out,
He answers…
Every answer.
Strength, please guide me.
Lord God, he ate.
Knowledge of Both good and Evil.
Reality beckons it’s cold grasp.
Dreamstate, Thy kingdom to come.
I beg for your favor.
Misdeeds in the hearts of man.
Maze like riddle i climb to you.
To hold your gentle compassion.
Ease the folly of time, yet endless.
A loop created. A Mind.
Opened to other… Ether
Either we jump or fall…
Falling deeply..
Holding on.
Letting go.
We all as one.

I The Wolf

imageI the Wolf

The vampire you.
To the funeral pyre
I live dying for truth
The red house over yonder
Our lament.
Take off that false mustache adolph.
Come from behind the darkness
Come Aum.
You b
Long were the days.
Years drop
Let’s buddhas
River rain
Build your ark
You gopher would, wouldn’t you?
Fucking caddy shack
And the rest of those old spice guys
Who knew too little.
Its groundhog day lest you
Let go.
Wilt away into deception
Perceptions lies
Universal truth
Love wins.



In mind…


I’d do anything…
If I knew what anything does-
Tic-Tock the incessant hours.
Obsessive Nostalgia,
Deafening Madness of Silence
Peaceful Violence
Ripping insides out.
Tumultous Stillnes
Bordering illness
Holding inside what fiends to get out.